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"Who are you?"
A question with a million answers.
I'm the cheering captain.
I've been the head flyer for the past two years at states.
My parents fight every night.
Dad is always drunk.
Mom is a cheater.
I'm an emo.
Perfect parents.
Huge house.
I hate myself,
who I've become,
what I do to myself.
I'm an alcoholic.
Drink my pain away.
Mother left.
Father died when I was seventeen.
The only person who ever cared about me, my brother,
died in a car crash last spring.
I'm the star quarterback.
Threw the touchdown to win the last playoff game.
I've been using heroin every weekend.
Grades are going down.
I pass because of my position on the team.
I'm not who everyone believes I am.
I have problems.
I have secrets.
I hide myself.
The answer to your question is,
I'm me.
Who are you?
A question with a million answers.
I'm the cheering captain.
I've been the head flyer for the past two years at states.
My parents fight every night.
Dad is always drunk.
Mom is a cheater.
I'm an emo.
Perfect parents.
Huge house.
I hate myself,
who I've become,
what I do to myself.
I'm an alcoholic.
Drink my pain away.
Mother left.
Father died when I was seventeen.
The only person who ever cared about me, my brother,
died in a car crash last spring.
I'm the star quarterback.
Threw the touchdown to win the last playoff game.
I've been using heroin every weekend.
Grades are going down.
I pass because of my position on the team.
I'm not who everyone believes I am.
I have problems.
I have secrets.
I hide myself.
The answer to your question is,
I'm me.
Who are you?
Literature
the most honest poem i've ever written
I keep a bible by my bed and tell myself
One day, I'll read it.
I'm that jigsaw puzzle your grandmother gives you
That you never really wanted.
I'm a shipwreck you just know will happen, and yet
You're still standing on the shore, waving
Good-bye to your loved ones.
I like rain and you and breathing
And only one of those is optional.
I think horrible things are funny,
and cry when I lose something I thought
I'd have forever.
For what it's worth, I can't
Imagine next year without you
And I've always wanted a friend with ground eyes
'Cause I've spent too long in the sky,
I'm sick of 'flying'.
If I had a god, I'd call her Mom.
Literature
So Nobody Can Tell
I'm not that one in a million
Or the diamond in the rough
I'm just another person
Who's finally had enough
I can't stand it any longer
All the pain and misery
I can't be any stronger
This is all that I can be
I try so hard to fight it
And it's something I've never missed
I try so hard to hide it
These scars upon my wrist
Consequences from
Another day of hidden pain
But how much of that
Can one heart sustain
Without feeling all alone
And though I look alive
I'm so cold and on my own
I'm really dead inside
Somebody make it better
Please come and take all the hurt
Don't want to be like this forever
This isn't what I deserv
Literature
Pretending
He holds my heart with claws.
Within that hold my heart rips,
And I feel trapped.
To please him is far out of my reach,
Even though I dance like a fool for him.
He just is just locked up inside,
With a distant look on his features,
Not even noticing me.
Leaving me in the cold,
I try to stay strong, but my happiness is fading.
I finally found warmth,
Then he took it away,
With his bitter cold touch.
My beliefs are within his lies,
That my secrets are safe with him, and he would rid my fears.
Only to hid his.
I will pretend that his lies are true,
Because the memories of the past is my poison,
That I am killing myself with.
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i am truely speachless at this. amazing.